just being me

just being me

Sunday, November 20, 2011

A day to start anew^^

Today is the start of 2nd semester of my study & I have a mixed feeling whether I should be happy or not...sure, I really like to meet my old as well as new friends, I miss my home too :(
This morning, I went back to Cempaka and had only one class in the morning, 2 evening classes are cancelled so I have a free time. Even though it is only the first day to start class, it already give me chills, I already figured that Economy will be a difficult subject, but I don't expect it to be that difficult. My lecturer, Madam Rahana didn't teach yet, all she did was telling us the overview on the subject & what will she expect from us, but I couldn't help to feel scared...All I hope is that I can cope with the new subjects & be able to maintain the good results that I get last semester....

Monday, November 14, 2011

books that I enjoy to read~

It's been a while since I wrote anything...& I suddenly had this urge to share about a few books that I really enjoy to read...All of the books are from the Bridgerton series by a very talented author, Julia Quinn. All of the books in Bridgerton series are about love stories of 8 siblings who are called Anthony, Benedict, Colin, Daphne, Eloise, Francessca, Gregory & Hyacinth ( the name started in alphabical order. )

I first known the Bridgerton family through the last book of the series, On The Way to The Wedding which tells the story of Gregory Bridgerton & Lucinda Abernathy. After that I was quickly charmed by Julia Quinn's style of writing and thus introduced me to the rest of the Bridgerton family.




If I were to choose which one of the 8 books was my favourite, it is a hard decision but I find myself to love Romancing Mr Bridgerton featuring Colin Bridgerton & Penelope Featherington. It is amazed to know that someone we know since we were little can be the one we search to spent the rest of our life with. That is exactly what happened to Colin when he fall in love with Penelope whom he knew for a long time.





I also love the 7th book, It's In His Kiss featuring Hyacinth Bridgerton & Gareth St. Clair. The relationship between those two is interesting to read especially with Hyacith's characters. Not to forget Gareth's grandmother, the infamous Lady Danbury.

Therefore one must simply read these books to fall in love with the Bridgerton family. ^^

Friday, October 14, 2011

h@ppy b'd@y 2 me~

i'm finally 18!!!!
sweet eighteen birthday to me <3
oh, happy b'day to my East Sea fish Lee Donghae oppa as well~
hugs & kisses to those who had wished me happy b'day earlier...


Wednesday, September 28, 2011

wHat's up, woRLd???

The last night in Shah Alam before I'm flying back home <33333333
So many things happen this past few months, and I'm glad that I was able to survive those things.
Tomorrow is the last paper, LAW 012...I know I should be studying instead of typing this but it is hard to ignore the need to tell what I'm feeling right now.

Erm...let see, what should I talk about first????
So many things happen today...some are good & some are bad.
This night I went to DC to buy something to eat & I decided to just have a burger.I went down from my room around 7.30 p.m. and when arrived there was still not many people around. I thought that my order will arrived quickly. Guess what happened instead??? I had to wait for almost an hour before I get my order. Even my friends who arrived later than I am got their order first. :(   Turned out that the 'abang burger' mistakenly write my order. Can you imagine how frustated I am at that time????

Enough of the bad memory, now a good one...
I just add Jang Geun Suk on Facebook!!!
I can't believe he just made a facebook page, I mean it's rare to find a Korean celebrity who has a facebook page.
I even sent him a private message, do you think he will reply it??? It would be so great if he do so. :)

Have you guys heard INFINITE's new song called Paradise???
I really hooked to it right now~
And I'm supposed to be bias of Sungjong, why I suddenly think that L is so awesome????
Arghhh...me & my fangirl mode~
Check out the song and tell me what you think.
'Till then, good night & sweet dreams, world <3

Friday, September 16, 2011

CassieElf



I was introduced to the K-POP world when I was 16 years old; long before the K-POP fever come to Malaysia. I still remember that the first korean song I ever heard was Gee by Girls Generation which I usually refers as SNSD. Starting from that moment, I came to know about other K-POP groups like SUPER JUNIOR, DBSK, BEAST, SHINEE, KARA, and many more. And through these groups I became to know about their fanclubs, ELF, mighty red ocean of CASSIOPEIA, SHAWOL, BEAUTY, and a lot more. Although I enjoyed all the songs, only two of these groups had success to turn me into their hardcore fan. Thus, made me proud to declare to everyone that I am a CASSIOPEIA as well as an ELF. Not everyone can understand about my likeness to these two groups; they may say that they are the same as the other K-POP groups out there. But those who had said that don't understand that these groups are DIFFERENT!!!!



Let me start with SUPER JUNIOR.

Starts with Leeteuk, ends with Kyuhyun...
Prom15e to 13elieve...
13+2...
Sapphire Blue...
If the world betray SUPER JUNIOR, ELF will betray the world...
Ever Lasting Friends...

These words are not foreign for a true fan of this group. Debuted on 6 November 2005, this group was originally a project group, which means that they will only be in the group for a year, then they will part the own ways. Originally with 12 members when they debuted, a 13th member was added 6 months after the debut. After that, SUPER JUNIOR was officially formed. Then, 2 members were added to their subgroup, SUPER JUNIOR M. Although the fans were protesting about the additional members at first, but we soon learn to love Zhou Mi and Henry as much as we love the other members. 2007, the year that ELFs around the world will never forget. 4 of the members were involved in an accident after coming back from a radio show that leader Leeteuk and Eunhyuk host. Although Eunhyuk & Shindong only suffered minor injuries, our Angel Teuk and maknae Kyuhyun were in worse condition. In fact, Kyuhyun almost couldn't continue his dream of becoming a singer because his condition was really critical. However, thanks to his dad that was willing to protect his dream & the doctor that found the way to save him, we get to see our maknae on stage as in today. Nonetheless, that was not the end of the suffering that the members has to face. One by one the members that performs on the stage starts to decrease. Hangeng's withdrawal from the group because of slavery contract, Kibum being away from the group to focus on his acting career, Kangin's DUI incident that cause him to enter the military sooner than his older brothers, Heechul's enlistment to the army and Siwon being temporary inactive to the group in order to give commitment to his drama. From 12+1+2-5=10...
Nonetheless, ELF all around the world still believe that one day all of them will perform on the same stage again; together as one.

LEETUEK
HEECHUL
HANGENG
YESUNG
KANGIN 
SHINDONG
SUNGMIN
EUNHYUK
DONGHAE
SIWON
RYEOWOOK
KIBUM
KYUHYUN
      +
ZHOU MI
HENRY




Let's move on to DBSK...

DONG BANG SHIN KI...
TOHOSHINKI...
TVXQ...
The Rising God Of The East...
5-3=0
W...
CASSIOPEIA..
Always Keep The Faith...

Maybe in Malaysia they are not widely known like SUPER JUNIOR, but DBSK has the biggest fanclub all over the world. Named as CASSIOPEIA, the constellation that formed the shape of W from 5 stars, indicates that each 5 members are equally important as the others. Debuted on 26 December 2003, this group is regarded as the leader of Hallyu Waves. Like SUPER JUNIOR, DBSK has faced many challenges that almost unbearable for them. The poisoning of leader Yunho by an anti-fan, Jaejoong leg injury, accident that involving all 5 of them and the one that resulted in 5 stars become 3 and 2, the lawsuit against their management company, SM ENTERTAINMENT. After the hiatus, Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu left SME and formed a new group by the name of JYJ while Yunho and Changmin continue to be under SME and still perform under the name of DBSK. I will refer the duo as HoMin as I believe that the name DBSK is to be used only when the 5 of them are together on one stage. It is still a mystery whether the members are still in touch with each other; nonetheless CASSIOPEIA all over the world are crossing their fingers in hope that the years of friendship will not be ruined by some stupid contract especially considering the fact that Yunho & Jaejoong are best friends. There a few events that almost shattered CASSIOPEIA's hope of seeing them as 5 again and one of them is Changmin's reaction towards Junsu's controversial tweet regarding the Thanks To section in HoMin's album, Keep Your Head Down. Nonetheless, as the oldest member, Jaejoong had been tweeting that he miss both his dongsaengs and changed his twitter profile description to JYJ from DBSK, the hope of the fans are built up again. Both JYJ & HoMin had songs that indicates how they miss each other; JYJ's W and HoMin's How Can I had given hope to the CASSIOPEIA that one day the 5 Gods of the East will rise again. Maknae Changming once said that 'only when we're 5 that we be called DBSK. ' That word is still believed by all CASSIOPEIA as we hope the same for the boys. The phrase that bound us together is ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH, as the 5 of them and CASSIOPEIA all over the world always said.

YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG
U-KNOW YUNHO
MICKY YOOCHUN
XIAH JUNSU
CHOIKANG CHANGMIN




As I made myself clear about why I prefer to become a hardcore fan for these two groups, I am praying that one day, I will be able to see them full, complete and as one. Nowadays, the only thing that can made me cry a tear is when I watch the videos of them when they were still together. SUPER JUNIOR, DONG BANG SHIN KI, FIGHTING!!!!!!!




Sunday, September 11, 2011

it's raining raining~...

...not literaly, that song just got into my head...

anyway, final exam is getting nearer and i don't think that i have prepared enough to sit for it... :(
LAW subjects are killing me!!!!
how can they be so hard???? how am i supposed to remember all the formula about MLA & APA????
don't even mention the FEdeRAL cONstiTUtiON, am i supposed to remember all the articles????
goD, my pituitary gland just burst into pieces....
not to mention tomorrow i had BEL 313 cRiTiCAL tHinKiNG test, so my brain has to be in crtical state...
i don't really considered opening a book this weekend so gOd help me when i'm answering the papers...
and then i found some old videos about SuJu Full House, i mean if you're a devoted ELF
(and CASSIOPEIA as well, AKTF), won't you be spending you're time watching those videos, right??? right???
after that, i spent my time listening to SujU & DBSK songs, i mean you need you full concentration when listening to Highway Romance, Superman, Love In The Ice, Proud & more songs that my beloved oppas sing, right???
so basically, i don't know when i should start to study as everytime i opened a book, my eyes will feel heavy all of the sudden....do you think that's an illness??? maybe it is, i mean there is no other explaination of my condition...*cross fingers*
arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
it just killing me to think that my future depends on this exam *sigh*
wish me luck for this upcoming exam~





heechul oppa~ can you teach me how to read underwater as well????




yoochun oppa~ you're also reading????

omomomo, i shoould read as well *hurry find a book*


동방신기와 슈퍼 주니어 최고!!

Thursday, June 30, 2011

God know what really happen...



Yesterday I heard some news that made me felt sad. One of my friend was accused to have done something that he never did. As we just know the news last night, we couldn't comfort him when he faced the bitter moment. All we can do were pray to God that He gave him the strength to face the challenge and to let him know he has many friends that trust him and are willing to stand by his side no matter what happen. It is kinda sad to know that a person that you trust and consider as a friend could betrayed you and accused you of something that you didn't do. Isn't a friend is someone who supposed to know you better than anyone who isn't a friend??? Nevertheless, I am very proud of my other friends who didn't turn their back on a friend in need. Even though last night should be his birthday celebration, one of my friends didn't attend the party as he thought that the best place he should be is by his friend's side. Just remember that God knows what really happen and He surely give what the best for us...


Thursday, June 23, 2011

Can I just go to slepp???? zzzzzzz

Today is one of the day that I feel really tired!!!! I shouldn't have gone cycling earlier... T_T
It really shows that I am no longer fit to do any kind of sport activity....Right now I was in a group discussion with my friends and I really hope that this over very soon. I really just want to go upstairs and get some sleep. zzzzzzz~


My friend, Amal is already sleeping~ hehehe...
We're waiting for the others to come so that the discussion can get started....
Really want to sleep!!!!