DAMN YOU, SBS!!!!!!
I'm so mad right now, that I don't really care what I will wrote!!! For those who do not know yet, today, our KIM XIAH JUNSU had been treated UNFAIRLY by so-called broadcasting company SBS!!!!! SBS had invited our JUNSU OPPA to a gig, but it was never broadcast as when the time arrived for him to perform, the staffs packed the cameras and ENDS the recording!!!!! Instead of getting pissed, our JUNSU OPPA STILL performed at the gig and THANKED them for being able to perform!!!!!
SERIOUSLY, WHAT HAVE HE EVER DONE TO YOU, SBS???????
DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAVE ANGERED WORLD'S LARGEST FANDOM BY DOING SO??????
And later, JUNSU OPPA even tweet that it doesn't matter if his performances didn't get to be broadcast as he is happy to just be able to perform in front of his fan T_T...I'm tearing up at this...our JUNSU OPPA is so nice, but CASSIOPEIA is not someone who you can take lightly..We promise that we'll protect the boys and we'll stick to that promise no matter what..
SBS, YOU HAVE DONE YOUR WORST MISTAKE!!!!
I'LL BE WAITING FOR THE TIME WHEN YOU'LL BE BEGGING XIAHJUNSU, YOUNGWOONGJAEJOONG & MICKYYOOCHUN TO COME TO YOUR SHOWS & I HOPE THEY'LL SAY NO!!!
YOU'LL GET YOUR KARMA, SOON..
LET US SHOW YOU THE POWER OF RED OCEAN!!!!!
JUNSU OPPA, @1215thexiahtic, 오빠 힘내!! 카시오페이아는 항상 너와 함께있을 것이다..
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Junsu's injustice
junsu's twitter update
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Monday, October 8, 2012
Sunday, September 16, 2012
crying like hell...again
Don't know what has gotten into me lately, but I find myself constantly in my Cassiopeia's mode and it refused to be turned off!!!! I've been watching the old videos when they are still 5, reading tons of fan fictions about them;mostly aktf genres, watching their pictures, posting their quotes on facebook & twitter, listening to their songs....and after that, I always find myself in the exact same state over and over again; that is crying myself to death T_T
It seems that I've been really tired with this waiting....sometimes I even wonder whether this worth all the the tears that I've shed...are they really worth my heart????? And then whenever, I looked back at them, my heart keep saying the same thing all over again; they are worth every ounce of time of my life...
Today, I just discover a fact that make my heart broke into pieces...I never knew that JYJ's and HoMin's had a different fandom names other than Cassiopeia....sure, it will be ignorant of me to say that I didn't know that there is a fan war going on within Cassiopeia family...but surely to call yourself as Orion (for JYJ) and Holy Shinkis (for HoMin); aren't you ashamed of yourself???? We promised ourselves that we'll protect all 5 of them no matter what...We promise that whenever they feel tired or wanting to quit, all they have to do is just look at the sky & search for the W shape, and then they'll find home...Where all those promise gone???? What do you think our oppas will feel???? Do you think they will be happy & celebrate the fact that we have turned against each others???
And now I am watching the Balloon performances that HoMin did with SHINee...That song is such a happy song, and if this 'collaboration' happen during those happy old times, I'll be grinning from ear to ear... but instead of smiling, I find myself crying again T_T Please take note that I didn't hate SHINee; in fact I love them (am a Shawol myself; although Cassiopeia gene is more in my blood), but seriously?????? Do you think that by replacing Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu with Key, Minho, Taemin and Onew (I don't know why Jonghyun was absent) will make Yunho and Changmin forget about their brothers????? I don't know what are you thinking, SME..I really don't know...
I should really stop right now...If I keep going, I don't know how much more tears will I shed....Just so you know, as long as the 5 of them are under the same sky, I'll Always Keep The Faith..
It seems that I've been really tired with this waiting....sometimes I even wonder whether this worth all the the tears that I've shed...are they really worth my heart????? And then whenever, I looked back at them, my heart keep saying the same thing all over again; they are worth every ounce of time of my life...
Today, I just discover a fact that make my heart broke into pieces...I never knew that JYJ's and HoMin's had a different fandom names other than Cassiopeia....sure, it will be ignorant of me to say that I didn't know that there is a fan war going on within Cassiopeia family...but surely to call yourself as Orion (for JYJ) and Holy Shinkis (for HoMin); aren't you ashamed of yourself???? We promised ourselves that we'll protect all 5 of them no matter what...We promise that whenever they feel tired or wanting to quit, all they have to do is just look at the sky & search for the W shape, and then they'll find home...Where all those promise gone???? What do you think our oppas will feel???? Do you think they will be happy & celebrate the fact that we have turned against each others???
And now I am watching the Balloon performances that HoMin did with SHINee...That song is such a happy song, and if this 'collaboration' happen during those happy old times, I'll be grinning from ear to ear... but instead of smiling, I find myself crying again T_T Please take note that I didn't hate SHINee; in fact I love them (am a Shawol myself; although Cassiopeia gene is more in my blood), but seriously?????? Do you think that by replacing Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu with Key, Minho, Taemin and Onew (I don't know why Jonghyun was absent) will make Yunho and Changmin forget about their brothers????? I don't know what are you thinking, SME..I really don't know...
I should really stop right now...If I keep going, I don't know how much more tears will I shed....Just so you know, as long as the 5 of them are under the same sky, I'll Always Keep The Faith..
'As so you do. Our faith will be stronger.'
- @mjjeje (Kim Jaejoong) -
Sunday, September 9, 2012
turning point of my life....
tomorrow will be the new starting point of my life..i'm no longer so-called 'penanam anggur' as tomorrow i will start the new chapter of my life a a TESL student at UKM...before getting into law foundation last year, that was my dream; to be able to become a TESL student...when i'm am accepted into law foundation at UiTM, i thought that that was just a dream and i started changing my course of direction as a law students instead..but turns out that God had something else in His mind...still, i think that i had made the right choice of accepting the offer to become a TESL student..i'll just let the God to show me the best way for me from now on....
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
the end of asasi life T_T
Time really went fast when we enjoy ourselves, isn't it??? I feel that it just yesterday when I first came to UiTM to start my life as a law foundation student & whalla, it's the end already T_T... Really gonna miss my classmates who are the reason why my life here become so colorful & sparkling^^ You guys are one in a million & it'll be hard for me to find friends like you guys...Thanks a lot for being so sporting & accepting me for who I am...We had lots of happy memories together and I'll always cherish the moments when we have each other on our back. I don't want to write much because I fear that I'll be crying soon, but just know that I'll miss you a lot. :)
Not to forget dear roommates, Leeya, Tqah & Linda...you girls are the best!!! I'll always remember the crazy time that we spend together in the room 1A-00-40, Kolej Mawar...Thanks for being you ^^
LAW FACULTY OF UiTM SHAH ALAM, THANK YOU FOR BRINGING WONDERFUL MEMORIES TO ME^^ UiTM DI HATIKU, ALWAYS...
Friday, March 16, 2012
#BeStrongYoochun
Wednesday, 14th March 2012... That day I was preparing for my Economy final paper. As the plug in my room didn't work that day, I couldn't surf the internet quite freely & when I finally able to went online, a bad news hit me... I almost couldn't believe my eyes when the headline said "JYJ's Yoochun's father passed away". At that moment, the only hing that cross my mind was that week was not a good week for my beloved DBSK/JYJ members as earlier that week, Changmin's grandmother also passed away. What make me more heartbroken when the news reported that at that moment, Yoochun was still not aware of his father's death as he was on flight to Korea after finishing JYJ concert tour in South America. I was very nervous for his arrival; worried about how he will react to the news. A true Cassiopeia would know that among 5 DBSK members, Yoochun is the crybaby of the group; the one that is easily affected by things happened around him. The was one period of time when he is very depressed & it effect all of the members as well. But at that time, he still have his 4 brothers with him, but now only 2 of them will accompany him through this difficult part of his life.
Today, what I fear come to reality. Yoochun is badly affected by his father's death. Korean media had reported that he had not eat anything for two days & just keep himself locked in the mourning hall together with his brother & mother. I get to see the picture of him during the funeral & what I see broke my heart into pieces. The sweet smiling Yoochun that I know is gone and he looked really fragile and weak. His brother, Yoohwan is not any better. Yoohwan had collapse during the funeral and I'm sure that Yoochun is on the verge of a break down. Even the other two JYJ members, Jaejoong & Junsu who had been together with Yoochun for two days, mourning his father's death had not been well. Jaejoong was absent from the funeral today because of exhaustion, leaving Junsu alone to be by his best friend's side. Jaejoong had been crying and not eating for days while accompanying Yoochun and his family.
What make me cried my eyes out that the presence of Changmin & Yunho were nowhere to be seen. Neither did any representative of SM Entertainment. After being together for so long, how could they become so selfish and letting their pride stand on their way of showing some comfort for the person that they once called their friend? I know that maybe SME did interfere in not letting Yunho & Changmin come to the funeral, but didn't they both grown up men that can decide their own action? At this time, I'm really disappointed with both Yunho & Changmin even that is not entirely their fault. If only Yunho was around with his brothers, Jaejoong wouldn't be so exhausted. It's true Jaejoong is the oldest, but at this difficult time, they need their leader by their side. And every Cassiopeia know that Changmin's presence really means something to Yoochun.
Even if they're are not in the same band anymore, didn't their years of friendship means anyhing to them? I keep asking myself the same question; is it really the end for DBSK? Not the duo DBSK, but DBSK that consist of 5 people that I love with all my heart. Until now, I still don't know the answer for that question. All that I hope is that one day, I will be able to see all 5 of them standing on the same stage, singing the same song and called by the same name. Even if I'm disappointed with Yunho & Changmin, I still gonna give my full support to them because that what a true Cassiopeia will do. For Yoochun, please be strong because you have a lot of people who love you. Jaejoong & Junsu, thank you for being with Yoochun during his hardest moment.
Today, what I fear come to reality. Yoochun is badly affected by his father's death. Korean media had reported that he had not eat anything for two days & just keep himself locked in the mourning hall together with his brother & mother. I get to see the picture of him during the funeral & what I see broke my heart into pieces. The sweet smiling Yoochun that I know is gone and he looked really fragile and weak. His brother, Yoohwan is not any better. Yoohwan had collapse during the funeral and I'm sure that Yoochun is on the verge of a break down. Even the other two JYJ members, Jaejoong & Junsu who had been together with Yoochun for two days, mourning his father's death had not been well. Jaejoong was absent from the funeral today because of exhaustion, leaving Junsu alone to be by his best friend's side. Jaejoong had been crying and not eating for days while accompanying Yoochun and his family.
What make me cried my eyes out that the presence of Changmin & Yunho were nowhere to be seen. Neither did any representative of SM Entertainment. After being together for so long, how could they become so selfish and letting their pride stand on their way of showing some comfort for the person that they once called their friend? I know that maybe SME did interfere in not letting Yunho & Changmin come to the funeral, but didn't they both grown up men that can decide their own action? At this time, I'm really disappointed with both Yunho & Changmin even that is not entirely their fault. If only Yunho was around with his brothers, Jaejoong wouldn't be so exhausted. It's true Jaejoong is the oldest, but at this difficult time, they need their leader by their side. And every Cassiopeia know that Changmin's presence really means something to Yoochun.
Even if they're are not in the same band anymore, didn't their years of friendship means anyhing to them? I keep asking myself the same question; is it really the end for DBSK? Not the duo DBSK, but DBSK that consist of 5 people that I love with all my heart. Until now, I still don't know the answer for that question. All that I hope is that one day, I will be able to see all 5 of them standing on the same stage, singing the same song and called by the same name. Even if I'm disappointed with Yunho & Changmin, I still gonna give my full support to them because that what a true Cassiopeia will do. For Yoochun, please be strong because you have a lot of people who love you. Jaejoong & Junsu, thank you for being with Yoochun during his hardest moment.
The time when they still there for each other... I hope that time will happen again
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Thursday, March 8, 2012
it almost the end...
entri pertama dalam bahasa melayu!!!!!
sedar x sedar asasi dah nak sampai ke penghujungnya.... sepanjang 2 semester aku kat uitm ni, macam2 perkara dah aku lalui; ada yang pahit & ada jugak yang manis...yang penting semua tu akan jadi kenangan dalam sejarah hidup aku...ingat lagi waktu first2 dpt tawaran masuk sini, mentah2 aku nak tolak. niat hati nak pergi matrikulasi johor sebab kat situ budak2 V5 berlambak berkumpul. My besties Nana & Epah pun dok situ, lagi la aku berat hati nak datang sini... tapi umi & abah yang paksa suruh datang sini...Alhamdulillah, memang kalau kita ikut kata parents ni banyak kebaikannya...dulu aku memang x nak tau apa2 pun pasal benda law ni, tapi sekarang dah tau yang law ni sebenarnya sngt seronok... aku siap boleh aplikasikan artikel2 dalam FC tu msk ckp ngan umi hari tu :)
classmates yang sangat sempoi antara reason uitm jadi sngat menyeronokkan untuk aku.... aku dapat kenal orang2 yang datang dari seluruh pelusuk dunia... paling best, disebabkan kelas sir alfred, almost dapat hafal kampung halaman budak2 ni...haha, aku xkan boleh lupa lecturer sorang tu sampai aku mati kot^^ not to mention madam nazida yang sangat sempoi, sir izuan yang handsome^^, madam ilyana, madam rafidah, madam huda, sir raj, sir rajendra & semua lecturer2 yang ajar aku dari sem 1 sampai sekarang...
Insyaallah, aku xkan lupa pengalaman aku dekat sini sampai bila2...kalau Allah izinkan memang aku niat nak sambung ambil degree law, tapi aku xkan jadi lawyer. Semoga apa yang aku belajar kat sini mampu menjadikan aku lebih cemerlang in the future^^
sedar x sedar asasi dah nak sampai ke penghujungnya.... sepanjang 2 semester aku kat uitm ni, macam2 perkara dah aku lalui; ada yang pahit & ada jugak yang manis...yang penting semua tu akan jadi kenangan dalam sejarah hidup aku...ingat lagi waktu first2 dpt tawaran masuk sini, mentah2 aku nak tolak. niat hati nak pergi matrikulasi johor sebab kat situ budak2 V5 berlambak berkumpul. My besties Nana & Epah pun dok situ, lagi la aku berat hati nak datang sini... tapi umi & abah yang paksa suruh datang sini...Alhamdulillah, memang kalau kita ikut kata parents ni banyak kebaikannya...dulu aku memang x nak tau apa2 pun pasal benda law ni, tapi sekarang dah tau yang law ni sebenarnya sngt seronok... aku siap boleh aplikasikan artikel2 dalam FC tu msk ckp ngan umi hari tu :)
Insyaallah, aku xkan lupa pengalaman aku dekat sini sampai bila2...kalau Allah izinkan memang aku niat nak sambung ambil degree law, tapi aku xkan jadi lawyer. Semoga apa yang aku belajar kat sini mampu menjadikan aku lebih cemerlang in the future^^
LWA02D calssmates^^
Monday, February 27, 2012
I love you too, mummy < 3
At 7 pm just now, my mom called me; asking whether I had find a friend to accompany me on my way back to Shah Alam later next week. When I said I haven't, she started to telling me to find one soon because she worry about me getting on the bus all alone. Then I said that I used to do so & more comfortable of doing that, she said that attitude of me being okay to be alone is the only thing that she find wrong in me. She wish that I would stop being so undependable and start to having used to have people around me when I go somewhere else. The thing is, I don't want to be a person who's being a burden to someone else. If I think that I can do the thing all by myself, I'll just do it. No need to trouble someone else. For instance, when I went to buy ticket to go back to Kelantan and then I stopped by SACC Mall to by books for my brother all by myself; I don't think it's necessary for me to trouble my friends to accompany me as that is my personal matters and has nothing to do with them. That's just the way I'm thinking. Not that I don't appreciate the times I had wit my friends; but I just love spending time on my own. I just hope that my mom would understand that.
But the thing is, when she said that that attitude of mine is the only thing she do not like in me; somehow I feel very happy. Her exact word is "Along, along xde kurang apa2 dah kecuali sikap along yang satu tu." Her words make me think that I actually is a good daughter to her. All of this time, I often wondered whether I was a good daughter to her. I always trying to be one, but the feeling of being a disappointment to my parents had always been lingering in my head. I was not able to give them a good result during my SPM period nor that I always listen to what the said without arguing. To add the fact that my little sister is better than me just make me feel more inferior. I am the eldest, I should have been a good examples to my sister and brothers but something, the job is just too hard. I often tried too hard to be the best so that they would be proud to call me their sister and daughter but I often felt that I had failed the job. My mom words earlier today make me finally feel that they are always proud of me even though sometimes me myself did not feel so. My mom never realize that her short words; although it meant to nag me, had left such a deep effect in myself. It's true when people said that family is the one that can make you cry and laugh at the same moment. To umi and abah, just want to say that ALONG SAYANG SANGAT UMI DAN ABAH!
But the thing is, when she said that that attitude of mine is the only thing she do not like in me; somehow I feel very happy. Her exact word is "Along, along xde kurang apa2 dah kecuali sikap along yang satu tu." Her words make me think that I actually is a good daughter to her. All of this time, I often wondered whether I was a good daughter to her. I always trying to be one, but the feeling of being a disappointment to my parents had always been lingering in my head. I was not able to give them a good result during my SPM period nor that I always listen to what the said without arguing. To add the fact that my little sister is better than me just make me feel more inferior. I am the eldest, I should have been a good examples to my sister and brothers but something, the job is just too hard. I often tried too hard to be the best so that they would be proud to call me their sister and daughter but I often felt that I had failed the job. My mom words earlier today make me finally feel that they are always proud of me even though sometimes me myself did not feel so. My mom never realize that her short words; although it meant to nag me, had left such a deep effect in myself. It's true when people said that family is the one that can make you cry and laugh at the same moment. To umi and abah, just want to say that ALONG SAYANG SANGAT UMI DAN ABAH!
Saturday, January 14, 2012
100% MBLAQ...
to tell u the truth i've known MBLAQ for years....i mean who wouldn't know them, right??? they're Rain's mentee & to be honest they really good looking too, *fangirling here* but only recently that i really into them... am i turning into a hardcore A+???? isn't it enough being hardcore Cassiopeia, ELF & Inspirit??? *sigh* me and my fangirl hormones... to be honest there was a moment when i really like joon...and i always found mir adorable...then when i watch sesame player last year, it was the leader seungho that mess with my bias list...but it never become serious like this when i had to watch their video for the whole day!!!! and next week they gonna release MBLAQ HELLO BABY!!!! i cant wait to watch seungho, g.o, joon, cheondoong & mir become dads...those baby girls are lucky...can't believe i'm being jealous towards kids T_T
their new album :)
joonnie oppa~ u can shoot me anytime^^
mir oppa looks so hot here, right???
arghh!!! i die :D
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
i really thank God^^
MUET result just got out & thank you Allah for answering to my prayers^^
I got band 4 and really happy with it. :)
Right after knowing the result, I called my mom even though it's already midnight and she must be sleeping already; but I can't stop myself. She is the first person that I want to share this news with. ( actually, the first person who know my result was Tiqah, my roommate. She was right next to me when I got the result)
While talking to her, my tears just falling down without I realize it. I never know how much I mean to me to make umi happy & proud with me. I once disappoint her with my SPM result & I was really scared that it will happen again. Thank you God for making me be able to make umi & abah happy^^
I got band 4 and really happy with it. :)
Right after knowing the result, I called my mom even though it's already midnight and she must be sleeping already; but I can't stop myself. She is the first person that I want to share this news with. ( actually, the first person who know my result was Tiqah, my roommate. She was right next to me when I got the result)
While talking to her, my tears just falling down without I realize it. I never know how much I mean to me to make umi happy & proud with me. I once disappoint her with my SPM result & I was really scared that it will happen again. Thank you God for making me be able to make umi & abah happy^^
Sunday, November 20, 2011
A day to start anew^^
Today is the start of 2nd semester of my study & I have a mixed feeling whether I should be happy or not...sure, I really like to meet my old as well as new friends, I miss my home too :(
This morning, I went back to Cempaka and had only one class in the morning, 2 evening classes are cancelled so I have a free time. Even though it is only the first day to start class, it already give me chills, I already figured that Economy will be a difficult subject, but I don't expect it to be that difficult. My lecturer, Madam Rahana didn't teach yet, all she did was telling us the overview on the subject & what will she expect from us, but I couldn't help to feel scared...All I hope is that I can cope with the new subjects & be able to maintain the good results that I get last semester....
This morning, I went back to Cempaka and had only one class in the morning, 2 evening classes are cancelled so I have a free time. Even though it is only the first day to start class, it already give me chills, I already figured that Economy will be a difficult subject, but I don't expect it to be that difficult. My lecturer, Madam Rahana didn't teach yet, all she did was telling us the overview on the subject & what will she expect from us, but I couldn't help to feel scared...All I hope is that I can cope with the new subjects & be able to maintain the good results that I get last semester....
Monday, November 14, 2011
books that I enjoy to read~
It's been a while since I wrote anything...& I suddenly had this urge to share about a few books that I really enjoy to read...All of the books are from the Bridgerton series by a very talented author, Julia Quinn. All of the books in Bridgerton series are about love stories of 8 siblings who are called Anthony, Benedict, Colin, Daphne, Eloise, Francessca, Gregory & Hyacinth ( the name started in alphabical order. )
I first known the Bridgerton family through the last book of the series, On The Way to The Wedding which tells the story of Gregory Bridgerton & Lucinda Abernathy. After that I was quickly charmed by Julia Quinn's style of writing and thus introduced me to the rest of the Bridgerton family.
If I were to choose which one of the 8 books was my favourite, it is a hard decision but I find myself to love Romancing Mr Bridgerton featuring Colin Bridgerton & Penelope Featherington. It is amazed to know that someone we know since we were little can be the one we search to spent the rest of our life with. That is exactly what happened to Colin when he fall in love with Penelope whom he knew for a long time.
I also love the 7th book, It's In His Kiss featuring Hyacinth Bridgerton & Gareth St. Clair. The relationship between those two is interesting to read especially with Hyacith's characters. Not to forget Gareth's grandmother, the infamous Lady Danbury.
Therefore one must simply read these books to fall in love with the Bridgerton family. ^^
I first known the Bridgerton family through the last book of the series, On The Way to The Wedding which tells the story of Gregory Bridgerton & Lucinda Abernathy. After that I was quickly charmed by Julia Quinn's style of writing and thus introduced me to the rest of the Bridgerton family.
If I were to choose which one of the 8 books was my favourite, it is a hard decision but I find myself to love Romancing Mr Bridgerton featuring Colin Bridgerton & Penelope Featherington. It is amazed to know that someone we know since we were little can be the one we search to spent the rest of our life with. That is exactly what happened to Colin when he fall in love with Penelope whom he knew for a long time.
I also love the 7th book, It's In His Kiss featuring Hyacinth Bridgerton & Gareth St. Clair. The relationship between those two is interesting to read especially with Hyacith's characters. Not to forget Gareth's grandmother, the infamous Lady Danbury.
Therefore one must simply read these books to fall in love with the Bridgerton family. ^^
Friday, October 14, 2011
h@ppy b'd@y 2 me~
i'm finally 18!!!!
sweet eighteen birthday to me <3
oh, happy b'day to my East Sea fish Lee Donghae oppa as well~
hugs & kisses to those who had wished me happy b'day earlier...
sweet eighteen birthday to me <3
oh, happy b'day to my East Sea fish Lee Donghae oppa as well~
hugs & kisses to those who had wished me happy b'day earlier...
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
wHat's up, woRLd???
The last night in Shah Alam before I'm flying back home <33333333
So many things happen this past few months, and I'm glad that I was able to survive those things.
Tomorrow is the last paper, LAW 012...I know I should be studying instead of typing this but it is hard to ignore the need to tell what I'm feeling right now.
Erm...let see, what should I talk about first????
So many things happen today...some are good & some are bad.
This night I went to DC to buy something to eat & I decided to just have a burger.I went down from my room around 7.30 p.m. and when arrived there was still not many people around. I thought that my order will arrived quickly. Guess what happened instead??? I had to wait for almost an hour before I get my order. Even my friends who arrived later than I am got their order first. :( Turned out that the 'abang burger' mistakenly write my order. Can you imagine how frustated I am at that time????
Enough of the bad memory, now a good one...
I just add Jang Geun Suk on Facebook!!!
I can't believe he just made a facebook page, I mean it's rare to find a Korean celebrity who has a facebook page.
I even sent him a private message, do you think he will reply it??? It would be so great if he do so. :)
Have you guys heard INFINITE's new song called Paradise???
I really hooked to it right now~
And I'm supposed to be bias of Sungjong, why I suddenly think that L is so awesome????
Arghhh...me & my fangirl mode~
Check out the song and tell me what you think.
'Till then, good night & sweet dreams, world <3
So many things happen this past few months, and I'm glad that I was able to survive those things.
Tomorrow is the last paper, LAW 012...I know I should be studying instead of typing this but it is hard to ignore the need to tell what I'm feeling right now.
Erm...let see, what should I talk about first????
So many things happen today...some are good & some are bad.
This night I went to DC to buy something to eat & I decided to just have a burger.I went down from my room around 7.30 p.m. and when arrived there was still not many people around. I thought that my order will arrived quickly. Guess what happened instead??? I had to wait for almost an hour before I get my order. Even my friends who arrived later than I am got their order first. :( Turned out that the 'abang burger' mistakenly write my order. Can you imagine how frustated I am at that time????
Enough of the bad memory, now a good one...
I just add Jang Geun Suk on Facebook!!!
I can't believe he just made a facebook page, I mean it's rare to find a Korean celebrity who has a facebook page.
I even sent him a private message, do you think he will reply it??? It would be so great if he do so. :)
Have you guys heard INFINITE's new song called Paradise???
I really hooked to it right now~
And I'm supposed to be bias of Sungjong, why I suddenly think that L is so awesome????
Arghhh...me & my fangirl mode~
Check out the song and tell me what you think.
'Till then, good night & sweet dreams, world <3
Friday, September 16, 2011
CassieElf
I was introduced to the K-POP world when I was 16 years old; long before the K-POP fever come to Malaysia. I still remember that the first korean song I ever heard was Gee by Girls Generation which I usually refers as SNSD. Starting from that moment, I came to know about other K-POP groups like SUPER JUNIOR, DBSK, BEAST, SHINEE, KARA, and many more. And through these groups I became to know about their fanclubs, ELF, mighty red ocean of CASSIOPEIA, SHAWOL, BEAUTY, and a lot more. Although I enjoyed all the songs, only two of these groups had success to turn me into their hardcore fan. Thus, made me proud to declare to everyone that I am a CASSIOPEIA as well as an ELF. Not everyone can understand about my likeness to these two groups; they may say that they are the same as the other K-POP groups out there. But those who had said that don't understand that these groups are DIFFERENT!!!!
Let me start with SUPER JUNIOR.
Starts with Leeteuk, ends with Kyuhyun...
Prom15e to 13elieve...
13+2...
Sapphire Blue...
If the world betray SUPER JUNIOR, ELF will betray the world...
Ever Lasting Friends...
These words are not foreign for a true fan of this group. Debuted on 6 November 2005, this group was originally a project group, which means that they will only be in the group for a year, then they will part the own ways. Originally with 12 members when they debuted, a 13th member was added 6 months after the debut. After that, SUPER JUNIOR was officially formed. Then, 2 members were added to their subgroup, SUPER JUNIOR M. Although the fans were protesting about the additional members at first, but we soon learn to love Zhou Mi and Henry as much as we love the other members. 2007, the year that ELFs around the world will never forget. 4 of the members were involved in an accident after coming back from a radio show that leader Leeteuk and Eunhyuk host. Although Eunhyuk & Shindong only suffered minor injuries, our Angel Teuk and maknae Kyuhyun were in worse condition. In fact, Kyuhyun almost couldn't continue his dream of becoming a singer because his condition was really critical. However, thanks to his dad that was willing to protect his dream & the doctor that found the way to save him, we get to see our maknae on stage as in today. Nonetheless, that was not the end of the suffering that the members has to face. One by one the members that performs on the stage starts to decrease. Hangeng's withdrawal from the group because of slavery contract, Kibum being away from the group to focus on his acting career, Kangin's DUI incident that cause him to enter the military sooner than his older brothers, Heechul's enlistment to the army and Siwon being temporary inactive to the group in order to give commitment to his drama. From 12+1+2-5=10...
Nonetheless, ELF all around the world still believe that one day all of them will perform on the same stage again; together as one.
LEETUEK
HEECHUL
HANGENG
YESUNG
KANGIN
SHINDONG
SUNGMIN
EUNHYUK
DONGHAE
SIWON
RYEOWOOK
RYEOWOOK
KIBUM
KYUHYUN
+
ZHOU MI
HENRY
Let's move on to DBSK...
DONG BANG SHIN KI...
TOHOSHINKI...
TVXQ...
The Rising God Of The East...
5-3=0
W...
CASSIOPEIA..
Always Keep The Faith...
Maybe in Malaysia they are not widely known like SUPER JUNIOR, but DBSK has the biggest fanclub all over the world. Named as CASSIOPEIA, the constellation that formed the shape of W from 5 stars, indicates that each 5 members are equally important as the others. Debuted on 26 December 2003, this group is regarded as the leader of Hallyu Waves. Like SUPER JUNIOR, DBSK has faced many challenges that almost unbearable for them. The poisoning of leader Yunho by an anti-fan, Jaejoong leg injury, accident that involving all 5 of them and the one that resulted in 5 stars become 3 and 2, the lawsuit against their management company, SM ENTERTAINMENT. After the hiatus, Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu left SME and formed a new group by the name of JYJ while Yunho and Changmin continue to be under SME and still perform under the name of DBSK. I will refer the duo as HoMin as I believe that the name DBSK is to be used only when the 5 of them are together on one stage. It is still a mystery whether the members are still in touch with each other; nonetheless CASSIOPEIA all over the world are crossing their fingers in hope that the years of friendship will not be ruined by some stupid contract especially considering the fact that Yunho & Jaejoong are best friends. There a few events that almost shattered CASSIOPEIA's hope of seeing them as 5 again and one of them is Changmin's reaction towards Junsu's controversial tweet regarding the Thanks To section in HoMin's album, Keep Your Head Down. Nonetheless, as the oldest member, Jaejoong had been tweeting that he miss both his dongsaengs and changed his twitter profile description to JYJ from DBSK, the hope of the fans are built up again. Both JYJ & HoMin had songs that indicates how they miss each other; JYJ's W and HoMin's How Can I had given hope to the CASSIOPEIA that one day the 5 Gods of the East will rise again. Maknae Changming once said that 'only when we're 5 that we be called DBSK. ' That word is still believed by all CASSIOPEIA as we hope the same for the boys. The phrase that bound us together is ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH, as the 5 of them and CASSIOPEIA all over the world always said.
YOUNGWOONG JAEJOONG
U-KNOW YUNHO
MICKY YOOCHUN
XIAH JUNSU
CHOIKANG CHANGMIN
As I made myself clear about why I prefer to become a hardcore fan for these two groups, I am praying that one day, I will be able to see them full, complete and as one. Nowadays, the only thing that can made me cry a tear is when I watch the videos of them when they were still together. SUPER JUNIOR, DONG BANG SHIN KI, FIGHTING!!!!!!!
Sunday, September 11, 2011
it's raining raining~...
...not literaly, that song just got into my head...
anyway, final exam is getting nearer and i don't think that i have prepared enough to sit for it... :(
LAW subjects are killing me!!!!
how can they be so hard???? how am i supposed to remember all the formula about MLA & APA????
don't even mention the FEdeRAL cONstiTUtiON, am i supposed to remember all the articles????
goD, my pituitary gland just burst into pieces....
not to mention tomorrow i had BEL 313 cRiTiCAL tHinKiNG test, so my brain has to be in crtical state...
i don't really considered opening a book this weekend so gOd help me when i'm answering the papers...
and then i found some old videos about SuJu Full House, i mean if you're a devoted ELF
(and CASSIOPEIA as well, AKTF), won't you be spending you're time watching those videos, right??? right???
after that, i spent my time listening to SujU & DBSK songs, i mean you need you full concentration when listening to Highway Romance, Superman, Love In The Ice, Proud & more songs that my beloved oppas sing, right???
so basically, i don't know when i should start to study as everytime i opened a book, my eyes will feel heavy all of the sudden....do you think that's an illness??? maybe it is, i mean there is no other explaination of my condition...*cross fingers*
arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
it just killing me to think that my future depends on this exam *sigh*
wish me luck for this upcoming exam~
heechul oppa~ can you teach me how to read underwater as well????
yoochun oppa~ you're also reading????
omomomo, i shoould read as well *hurry find a book*
동방신기와 슈퍼 주니어 최고!!
anyway, final exam is getting nearer and i don't think that i have prepared enough to sit for it... :(
LAW subjects are killing me!!!!
how can they be so hard???? how am i supposed to remember all the formula about MLA & APA????
don't even mention the FEdeRAL cONstiTUtiON, am i supposed to remember all the articles????
goD, my pituitary gland just burst into pieces....
not to mention tomorrow i had BEL 313 cRiTiCAL tHinKiNG test, so my brain has to be in crtical state...
i don't really considered opening a book this weekend so gOd help me when i'm answering the papers...
and then i found some old videos about SuJu Full House, i mean if you're a devoted ELF
(and CASSIOPEIA as well, AKTF), won't you be spending you're time watching those videos, right??? right???
after that, i spent my time listening to SujU & DBSK songs, i mean you need you full concentration when listening to Highway Romance, Superman, Love In The Ice, Proud & more songs that my beloved oppas sing, right???
so basically, i don't know when i should start to study as everytime i opened a book, my eyes will feel heavy all of the sudden....do you think that's an illness??? maybe it is, i mean there is no other explaination of my condition...*cross fingers*
arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
it just killing me to think that my future depends on this exam *sigh*
wish me luck for this upcoming exam~
heechul oppa~ can you teach me how to read underwater as well????
yoochun oppa~ you're also reading????
omomomo, i shoould read as well *hurry find a book*
동방신기와 슈퍼 주니어 최고!!
Thursday, June 30, 2011
God know what really happen...
Yesterday I heard some news that made me felt sad. One of my friend was accused to have done something that he never did. As we just know the news last night, we couldn't comfort him when he faced the bitter moment. All we can do were pray to God that He gave him the strength to face the challenge and to let him know he has many friends that trust him and are willing to stand by his side no matter what happen. It is kinda sad to know that a person that you trust and consider as a friend could betrayed you and accused you of something that you didn't do. Isn't a friend is someone who supposed to know you better than anyone who isn't a friend??? Nevertheless, I am very proud of my other friends who didn't turn their back on a friend in need. Even though last night should be his birthday celebration, one of my friends didn't attend the party as he thought that the best place he should be is by his friend's side. Just remember that God knows what really happen and He surely give what the best for us...
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Can I just go to slepp???? zzzzzzz
Today is one of the day that I feel really tired!!!! I shouldn't have gone cycling earlier... T_T
It really shows that I am no longer fit to do any kind of sport activity....Right now I was in a group discussion with my friends and I really hope that this over very soon. I really just want to go upstairs and get some sleep. zzzzzzz~
My friend, Amal is already sleeping~ hehehe...
We're waiting for the others to come so that the discussion can get started....
Really want to sleep!!!!
It really shows that I am no longer fit to do any kind of sport activity....Right now I was in a group discussion with my friends and I really hope that this over very soon. I really just want to go upstairs and get some sleep. zzzzzzz~
My friend, Amal is already sleeping~ hehehe...
We're waiting for the others to come so that the discussion can get started....
Really want to sleep!!!!
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